NO, I will not leave my family! We will work together as it has always been....that is what was decided when I woke up in the mountains this morning. But a break? Yes, a break sounds good, maybe I can get Sashtan to go away with me for awhile..where my head can be cleared....I know what is to be done *smiles knowingly*

That is that journal, till we meet again.



Shade

Between the Mountain Peaks....that is where me Sashtan spent the day after he returned from the lighthouse where he helped Mina get her cloak. After a long day of running after mountain gremlins, a picnic between the peaks was most welcomed, especially when in the arms of the man I love.

Before heading to Mountian Peak, we met up at the guild hall and had a look on how the sleeping quarters is coming along, being under construction there was loads of mess, but nothing the hot tub couldn't fix *grins*

I had a long talk with Sashtan about my thoughts of leaving my family, of course that is not what he wants but I know he will respect which ever way I decide to go. I have felt better the last few days, but something is still scratching....

one...two...three...four
Oh I do not think counting to ten is going to calm me down this time *sighs*
Was my intention to cause hurt? No, it was not not. But some do not always see things the way I do. To have disagreements with someone you are suppose to be friends with, is never nice. Should I do the right and thing and leave the family I have been part of for many years? Maybe...sometimes a new start is what is needed. I must think...I need to answers to these questions dear journal...wish you could write back.

Change - yes that has a ring to it *shrugs*